Am back…
How long I never been here? Such a long time…
Actually I am having another account at blog spot, but just lazy to log in and update there. So, I am back.
Working life is still the same.
5 new customer per day, more than 3 hours talk time per day, limited discount and high margin, funnel, sales, call plan, seasonality, WTD ($130K per week…pengsan), QTD, cost increase, part shortage, shipment issues…
Bla Bla Bla… These are the measurement per day. Anyway, I just do whatever I can. And sometimes just ignore… =P
And I miss LayLeng.
I gained my weight and I am increasing 2 KG this 2 months. All is cause of my big tummy. And also because of my appetizer this few months. And only now I realized that I like eating. OMG…
Am waiting my dear to be move to PG. It’s a nice change for me, but it might be a tough decision for him. Hope he can adapt into Pg life and new working.
Counting down 5th June, now is 23:57. Not a special day, but is petrol rate increasing day. =(
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gone…
me and all my family lost them on yesterday and the day before yesterday…
my heart and my words are so heavy.
hope everything after can be settle down…
wordless…
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我只想抽离。
没有人愿意一直被困在一个无法呼吸的角落。
害怕的感觉一直侵袭我。我的手在发抖。
在需要的时候，什么都没有。
有的只是一滴一滴的。。。
到底错在那里？？让人 如此狠心。
走了。走到一个可以容纳我的地方。
世界上最宽大的地方，似乎不再是一个怀抱。
原谅我的任性。我只是想走到有怀抱的地方。有风的地方。
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倒数着见你的时间。。。
从昨晚就一直迫不及待。。。
怎么说呢？就只是想快点见到你。。。
心里一直在向着你会给我的反应。。。
有时候，难免会有点失望。。。
但我也知道你把一切放在心理。。。
现在是1729，你应该正在你的路途中吧。。。
而我就在这里等你的出现。。。
可不可以在见到你的时候不顾别人的延伸，给你一个狠狠的拥抱？？呵呵。。。
我就知道你会不习惯。。。我说了自己爽咯。。。
今天是2007年9月20日。
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无际蓝天。。。
Cjenn说好久没看见我在线上，没有了我的心情在部落格里。
还记得曾经疯狂的在这里留下许多的故事，有许多的“旅客”都纷纷上来这里做客。
朋友们，还好吧？
日子就这样过了。
很快很快就是属于我们的日子。
想象会是一段很温馨的时光。很窝心的约会。
这几天都在熬夜，编织着你和我的故事。
我想，这应该会是一份很感动的礼物。
室友说，来一个自己下厨的烛光晚餐也不错嘛。呵呵。。。
“懂得让我微笑的人 再没有谁比你有天分”
嘴角是上扬的。
只要是大手拉小手，再多的事情也无所谓。
最近这里的天气，很冷。
冷的时候特别想念你的拥抱。很温暖。
有时候，一个人的生活，并不是不好。只是总会有累累的时候。
一个人，要坚强啊。。。要独立啊。。。要勇敢啊。。。
尤其是最近的治安，叫人不敢恭维。
不过我是飞鱼呀！坚强的飞鱼。。。
工作的日子总是闷的。无法在我的工作岗位得到我想要的满足感。是时候了吧？！
只是找工难啊，更何况要找到一份待遇不错的。
很多时候静静地在办公室里，听着同事们吵吵闹闹的。。。
只不过爱吵闹的我，好静哦。
所以，加入安利这个大家庭，真的超棒。拥有太多难以形容的感动在这里。
这一个舞台任由你尽情的演绎。
而梦想，并不只是在梦里想想这般简单。
感谢这一班志同道合的朋友经常为我送来鼓励与支持。
这足以支撑我走过所有的挑战与挫折。
最重要还是有家人的支持，还有你的携手渡过。
开始对于拒绝变得麻木。无所谓啊，反正总会有被接受的时候。
每一个人都习惯了拒绝别人。
展开你的翅膀，飞向属于你的一片蓝天。。。
无际的蓝天。。。
18092007
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Sleep with sour heart.
Sleep with sour tears.
Suddenly I felt I am tired with all those wrong words.
What I never think is wrong, but it is wrong in other’s people heart.
Everytime is like this. How much more I need to change myself in order to suit with someone?
I am not 100% perfect. I am just who I am. Little me~~
Tears inside the eyes.
Tears inside the heart.
Just like weather today. Cold.
What else I can say if I need to think of everything?
Too much fed up things still waiting me to do.
I have no energy to go on this thing.
Just let it stop at this stage.
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Expectation always comes out with disappointed.
So many disappoint things happened recently.
Really feel fed up on it.
I didn’t demand for anything.
What I want is learn, learn and learn.
However my learning stage just stops like this.
Hate my title, what kind of strategy people using nowadays!!! SH_T!!!
I got my wings. I wanna fly out.
Fly out of this box. This box will make me forgot to fly one day.
Sky is the limit.
I not scare with strong wind, not scare with heavy rain and even storm.
Who can hear my shout inside my heart????
There is a big shout inside.
I won’t let myself to be in this situation so long.
Wait for me, I will be there!!!
Uncategorized | Comment (0)my life~~
Hong long I didn’t open my blog and leave my words here?
It was gonna very long time ago.
Sitting in front pc everyday, with all those request, quotations, emails…
My eyes keeping blur. @_@
Sometimes, too free, then my mouth keep eating. Just like now with chocolate. =P
Some more my fishing skill is increasing.
Working environment just like neighborhood in the cities.
No people will care your too much. And of cause there is less people will concern you from heart.
Everyone keep fighting for own and it is realistic. Hard to be change.
Even one day I maybe like this.
Anyhow, I keep remind myself. Keep my sincerity.
Other than work, I am joining others activities.
Sometimes the environment makes me excited, sometimes touching, sometimes encouraging.
I like it so much!
And I know I won’t get all these from my work.
Everytime I grow and gain from there. Everytime I also want to share with my friends beside about what I went through.
Maybe some will think is wasting time, hard, crazy…
But no matter what people think, I am still who I am.
I fight for my dreams, fight for my future.
Our life becomes meaningful when we have dreams.
Our life becomes objectivity when we have goals.
Working life almost 3 months, going to have 3rd salary soon.
But what I gain and what I lose?
Anyway, whatever thing happen also is a good thing!
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一桶冷水，
心情跌入谷底。
很冷，所以很深。
无法平伏。
嘲笑。
一直徘徊脑袋挥散不去。
心，难受得很。
我并非那么无知。
我只是走着一道大部分人都觉得不好走的路。
努力坚持，肯定有收获。
负担负担负担。。。
心理与现实。。。
我不愿轻易低头。
面对的，没有一样是容易的。
之因为没有容易的，所以是困难的。
一尾正在游向大海的小鱼，被巨大的鲨鱼吓着了。
所以怯步了。
小鱼不会放弃，因为有一天它也会成为大鱼。
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